Got my MT result back today. a C. :(
thought i would do better. thought i could do better.
i've let down some people. Even cikgu said i was potential A. haiz..
oh wells, gotta concentrate on my other subjects.
don't wanna see the same results for next year..
Darkness was dawning
Black clouds hovering
Light had faded from me
But you were the lightining
That reignited my fire :)
O_o blogger IS NOT back to normal. -_-"
Anyways, had principal talk today.
I know i've realised it already.. but time is short.
No. Very short.
87 more days.
About 5 weeks till prelims.
And then you're on your own.
That's the reality.
One and a half years of study crammed into just less then 3 months??
You can do it. It's all about time management.
And discipline, of course.
The principal broke down the clock for us.
4 hours in the morning, afternoon, and night each.
That leaves 12 hours.
8 hours of sleep.
Only 5 hours of other stuff.
including bathing. and eating.
Assume 1 hour each morn, afternoon and night to eat and bathe,
only 2 hours for your own stuff.
So.... what can you do in 2 hours?
Nothing much.
Now i realise, if i were to do what i had planned to do, all parties will suffer.
Academically we will suffer. And we may not even make it to uni at all.
So, i'm gonna back off. It's for the best i realise.
Maybe i should have done it earlier. But it's no time for regrets now.
All of us would want the best for ourselves and our families.
So lets just focus on one thing at a time.
87 more days.
We can do it.
Have you ever noticed how similar we people are? All of us possess our own imperfections.. and our perfections too..
Ok. I was actually on my way home from school one day. When this large and round and..(im not saying the F__ word, 'cause i don't wanna be so bad) man took the same bus as me. He is obviously lacking in some qualities, if you get my drift, but then after a while, he took out a Rubik's cube. Yea, the one with the 6 colour sides and 9 mini squares on each side. Anyway, i didn't really noticed it until he was solving the cube. What caught my attention wasn't the sound of him rotating the cube, but the speed. Amazing. Once he solved the cube in 17 seconds. Like wth?! You might think he set it up. BUT i'll tell u he was inspecting the cube first then he started solving it. Plus, i did my research. The world record holder is a guy from Czech Replubic; he solved it in 9.77 seconds. Don't believe me? Go google it yourself.
Anyways, the point i'm trying to make is; We all have our imperfections, if we're imperfect on the outside, we may be more perfect on the inside (not totally perfect though, we're still humans). If we may seem perfect on the outside, eg. have good looks, we will have our imperfections somewhere. Nobody's Perfect.
P.s. i'm not making any generalisations here. And im not trying to point out anyone too. :D Its just what i seem to observe of people. I tend to be more of an observer. I have to admit, I too have my imperfections no doubt. But we tend not to realise it. Or at times realise it and let it be.
Well, those are just my thoughts.
Btw, A's are coming fast. Its only 100 days left. wow... So, good luck to all those taking the A levels.
and to me too. :P
